Well life has certainly gotten harder these past few days. Academics are starting to take their tole and I’m finding it hard to actually keep up. I found myself at least getting a break from accounting for a couple of days since my teacher wont be coming in this Saturday but I still have to study for Mondays accounting long test.

As for how I feel…

I’ve actually been kind of in depressed state these past couple of days because the GUIDON has yet again rejected me. I don’t know, I don’t quite understand anymore. I sometimes ask myself if I really don’t have any skill in this and give it up all at once (I know a couple of people who’d like to buy this domain for one). For almost a year I was lead to believe that I am in some sense good enough at what I do but now that’s different?

I sort of don’t want to give up at it yet, I still have a chance although slim by meeting the executive editors tomorrow but, is it still worth it?